dear doris. what is my purpose? how do i find it & live with purpose?
issue 20 ♡ porpoise lives within you & your pod
dear steve
last week we navigated what on earth am i doing here in issue 19 which is a timely precursor to your question this week of what purpose is on earth. let’s tune into higher consciousness to see what doris has to share with us.
please note ‘god’ can be substituted for any venerable or vernacular that aligns with you and ‘heaven’ can be substituted for the higher realm that you attune to.
your porpoise/purpose lies in a pod or a group of fins — i mean ‘frinds’ as they say in new zealand. this pod of porpoise-dwellers are here for the same reasons or rationale. they come from an array of backgrounds and situations but fin-d each other through frequency and land together or swim in a pod. the group purpose may seem undefined or indefinite to begin with but soon you will realise you are swimming in the same pool or pond or ocean for the same purpose.
you come into earth searching and seeking purpose, when the porpoise lives within you. you may swim for miles across the atlantic seas, but you will find the inner porpoise is inside and when you stop travelling physically, you will metaphysically come into being and unravel and undress and uncover your purpose.
your so-called-porpoise or reason for being or soul purpose was intended before you landed on earth/gaia. she holds space in the school of earth so you can encounter and evolve beyond your soul years and tears and fears and learn to adhere to truth and wisdom and higher consciousness and all that good sh** spouted from holy texts.
but the trick is — you are hit with amnesia of sorts, that once you pass through the canal of birth all is forgotten and forsaken and foraged and you must retrace your steps, baby steps to reveal and relinquish your person-ality to uncover the real you — whoever that is. it’s the you that you were born before society and social standing and success and snobbery and serfdom and silly notions of the matrix placed on you, that you must be an upstanding citizen of the world and adhere to the rules and regulations of society and all that hoo-haa that is just created so we don’t step out of line in the construct of reality.
of course, there are boundaries to every game of life, but yours is to exist within boundaries inside and outside. without a doubt, know you can jump the fence at any given moment in time and space. the fence is low and easy to shimmy or sashay over. acknowledge the fence, see that it is there. sit on it. go on. sit on the fence. the grass is greener on the other side, or is it? or is it just that its unchartered waters, that your fins are yet to know how to traverse through rough and unknown depths which could bring possible despair and destruction or even death?
sure, you can sit on the fence and wonder your entire human incarnation away or you can lightly step over, plant a foot on the ground and smell the roses, the fresh cut lawn of the other side or you could just sit there forever wondering what will be.
sometimes it does take death to literally, spiritually push you over, head first into a huge pile of cow dung — it’s wretched and horrid but hey/hay you can pick yourself up, dust yourself off and try again (thank you aaliyah). sometimes, death of another gives you a huge shove into the unchartered terror-tory of the unknown.
sometimes its dis-ease that throws you off the boat. occasionally we have epiphanies of unsolicited accidents or injuries or world drama that forces us to jump the fence. either way, when you get there and you’ve fallen from the fence (not grace) know you are always supported, loved, cherished, watched, nurtured, nourished and forever devoted to source. that source is the light that guides you and leaves you clues through the dark, hands you a torch to find your way, will lead you to others in the pod.
the pod is a collective consciousness of similar vibrating souls who have similar intentions on earth, using their gifts for greater awareness and bringing and holding more light in their physical and etheric bodies in their work or purpose driven roles on gaia.
gaia is like a mother who supports their journey. she is here as the ultimate friend and forever holding your hand here. she is the source of divine mother and will replenish you however she can. take a sip of her rain water, plant your feet in her earth, dig your toes in her dirt, climb a tree — her limbs and embrace nature — her locks of hair and skin.
she is here to support us. allow her in and she will lead you to your pod of porpoise.
love d(oris) x x
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